1 Month Left
October 1st, 2009I’m down to my last 30 days here in this dump of an apartment. Screw paying $600/mo for rent when it’s not worth it to resign another year lease. I’m tired of my kitchen sink getting backed up from idiot neighbors and I think it’s just time to pack up and move. It’s been a mediocre 3 years but I can’t call this home anymore. With all the debt I have ontop of the child support I pay, it’s too hard for me to make it on my own. I can’t even get x-mas gifts for my family. Especially my own children. But now I’ll be moving to a place where I’ll be cramped but on the lighter note, I’ll be saving money and can get my debt down substantially. It’ll be nice to be close to family but I’ll be dreading my brother in law. He’ll be picking on me way too much.
I’m thinking about leaving Blockbuster. The gig was alright but I really don’t like having to sell Rewards and such. So I’m most likely going to give a 2 week notice very soon. Plus it will give me more time to work on getting things moved throughout the month that way by the end of the month, only the big things are left to move and I can clean the apartment. Even though I can guarantee I won’t be getting my deposit back.
Dylan is now 99% potty trained which is a relief. I hate having to wash a soiled underwear or having to wash the feces out of it. 1 kid down and 1 to go.
As far as my relationship life, still haven’t found someone to spend time with. There’s a couple but they’re either already taken or they say they’re not ready for a relationship, but then 2 days later they are dating someone. What is wrong with me? I am a gentleman and I know how to please someone that would be willing to take the risk. I’m not saying I want to jump to a quickie and then ask for her hand in marriage, but just to allow the relationship of us walk its path for us. Take the time to reflect on how 2 people that can have some similarities and be just right. There will be the occasional fight/argument here and there but that is typical. But the last thing I want is to be with someone only for them to turn around and cheat on me again. Then say that I pushed them away. I’m a grown ass man and I grew up quick. We all have expectations but I will not be someone’s Sugar Daddy. Find some pimp on 6th Ave for that.
I’ve ranted for a short bit and have some final GH 5 to finish off before I head to work. I really don’t want to but I don’t have a choice.
Until next time bloggers.